My best friend came around this morning, woke me up at 6:15 to tell me the offer she’d put in at her dads pub has been accepted. Long story short, she lives up here on the sunshine coast – just her and her son. We’re super doper close, do everything together, she’s the one I go to with any problems, she helped me most through my m/c, was MOH at my recent wedding, very close.
For the past 12 months she just hasn’t been happy here. Her dad owns a pub in a small NSW town, and last week she bit the bullet and put an offer in to buy a 3rd of it last week. This means she’d sell her salon, her house, pack up, and move south to run a pub/hotel.
I know I should be absolutely over the moon for her, and I AM, but I’m just not happy. I know this isn’t all about me, and I get that… she’s got to be happy in herself, and at the moment she’s not. But I’m crushed. I’ve spent the whole morning crying, and she just sent me another text msg saying she’s just spoken to her dad & it’s all final – she moves down ASAP. Within the next month. :( I haven’t replied. I can’t. I’ve told her I’m happy for HER, but I don’t know what else to say without making her feel bad (cos I know she will!). I don’t want her to.
I’m losing my best friend! :( Not only that, but I’m loosing the [i]ONLY[/i] real friend I’ve ever had. I don’t have any other friends on the coast, and in general all together. I’ve always been the one to have no friends, and when I met L we just clicked! Now I won’t have that anymore…
I know I can visit, but it’s not the same. She’ll be a 12 hour drive away. At the moment she’s just around the corner – literally.
Crushed. :(
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